The Deafening Silence

Hit The Reset Button Babe….

June 25, 2014

reset_button I’m in a funk this week. I admit it. I’m tired and I want to cry and I miss Evan and I just want to create something different right now and I know I have to lose 20 pounds because that’s what The Boys are telling me and wonderful things are coming but I just want to watch TV and stay home and be alone and not talk to anyone.

PHEW…all in one breath and I get this way sometimes. I do. I clear my schedule for that day and I cave. But if it goes on for more than one day I sometimes don’t know exactly how to pull out. Evan always knew what to say. One time I was having a particularly bad day and was REALLY texting him how I felt and I got in the shower just after. While I was in the shower The Boys said “reset”. I had no idea what that meant. When I got out of the shower, Evan had replied “Babe, hit the reset button”. And I laughed.

So what does that mean? Well in the wise words of my older brother, Jim. When you feel like that do something you’ve never done. And today I feel like I need to hit the reset button. So I’m going to get my butt up and hit the road on my bike for an hour or so. Do I want to? Nope. But doing something different-especially if it’s good for you will reset your path and your energies. What are YOU going to do differently as you hit the reset button?

So ok babe…I hear you. Hitting reset button.

This is just the beginning… #EWM333

You’re still a butthead

Jamie

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